Every screening and official diagnostic I've taken has me scoring max ADHD points and every time someone describes a symptom I'm left confused that other people don't have them.
Will my personality change? I feel like being a disorganized disheveled loud interrupter is most of my personality at this point idk.
I've never done any stimulants beyond drinking a million coffees per day so i have some anxiety about this
If trying to keep a train of thought while having ADHD is like trying to have a conversation with the person seated next to you while a festival parade passes around you both, medication moves me to a nearby porch or balcony instead. All of the noise and madness is still there, it's just a little more quiet and feels less oppressively overwhelming, so it's easier to tune out and stay on track.