Dude idk as I said I’m not diagnosed but I live with my parents. I guess it would be nice if there were just chill people around who I could hang out with where I don’t have to pretend to be fucking normal all the time. Maybe also give me a job where I don’t have to interact with people all to much and can just have my tasks that I get done. Im very good at socially interacting with people though so yeah I guess it doesn’t show that I’m slowly loosing my mind all the time when I’m forced into places where I don’t want to be. As I said I really don’t know if I have autism, I just read one of the posts about it here the other day and I could really relate to it. My sisters girlfriend also has autism and when she met my family for the first time and I said ya I think some of us might have autism she just said yes so 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️