I know you have a lot going on and I'm not trying to condescend you but if the 4k you received a month ago is already gone then no amount of money people on hexbear give you is going to change your situation. Working under capitalism sucks but as long as you live in a capitalist country you need a job to survive. Why not ask hexbear users to help you look for one? In your situation that would be much more beneficial than asking for more donations. It also sounds like you need an in-person support group to help you emotionally and mentally. Do you have a local socialist party (PSL, CPUSA) you can join? It will help with the loneliness.
I know you have a lot going on and I'm not trying to condescend you but if the 4k you received a month ago is already gone then no amount of money people on hexbear give you is going to change your situation. Working under capitalism sucks but as long as you live in a capitalist country you need a job to survive. Why not ask hexbear users to help you look for one? In your situation that would be much more beneficial than asking for more donations. It also sounds like you need an in-person support group to help you emotionally and mentally. Do you have a local socialist party (PSL, CPUSA) you can join? It will help with the loneliness.