this and more vicious self-owns, only in this incredible grass-toucher post (again)
I used to have irl friends but they all turned out to be horrible people or libs or whatever, I used to have leddit but leddit is fucking poisonous, I used to have discord servers and shit but I tend to pass into and out of discord groups with worrying ease, also I cant stop saying "another kkkracka down" at grampa's funeral
now I have bear website and it's the place I want to talk, what the fuck else even is there? where else would even tolerate me? any attempt to reach out and join communities or groups anywhere would probably result in critical psychic damage, also I still will not go into the queer center in town, what the fuck
bear website is the only spot where talking to people has a decent chance of not being a painful affair
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Many such cases
Comforting to know that I'm not alone in that one lol I felt very isolated by that experience.
Nah you're among people with similar experience. I've had people fabricate a ton of stuff out of nothing. I've been driven out of places and have people start on me because they misread what I'd said and such. There are countless ableist people online and IRL who will jump through many internalized hoops to demonize you just because of how you speak or for bringing up a topic that they do not like.. Which has the added effect of them disliking you because of this head canon fabricated version. I would rather people tell me if I've upset them but I've found many will harbour hatred and bitterness which simmers then eventually will boil over, often them starting drama and such. This has happened more than a handful of times out of the blue for me as in I had no idea of this or they imagined I had bad feelings or such.. I'm autistic, I'm very straight forward and what you see is what you get.. Many people don't understand this.