My ex owned the last car I drove. She did not have a license, so I was pretty much the only person to ever drive in the house. Now I'm out of her house, so no more car. I'm walking everywhere in an extremely car dependant area, there's public transport it just sucks ass. However, I'm liking the walking. The more I do it, the less I even think about it. My ass is gonna look great, I can still get pretty much everything I care about within walking distance, life is good.
When I put my earbuds in, and I'm just getting lost in the music while I'm feeling the sunny weather, I'm happiest. And these days, I'm not smiling often.
I think I need to get earbuds again, I lost my last pair. But being in the sun (no a/c) and listening to music were my favorite parts of driving, an activity that I hated. I should incorporate that into something I like