, I just want neither a political party nor the borgeoisi rule me

Well guess what buttercup, you're going to have to grow the fuck up and learn how politics works because even under whatever anarcho-whateverist bullshit you dream up you're still going to be subject to the rules of the dominant parties.

You're a liberal larping as an anarchist if you think anarchy means "i'm totally free from the burdens of what others want"