Long story short he's back at me again because I asked him for $5 so I could grab smokes, even though I lied and said it was to buy a coffee (fuck him). Laid into me about how I suck and I'm a parasite.

Like I said in the title it puts my self-esteem in the dumps because I can't just move away and tell him to eat shit and die and never speak to him again. I'm beholden to this fucking monster that hates me.

And the funny part is I had a plan to quit smoking this weekend now I'm saying fuck it to that because what's the point?

  • Aliveelectricwire [it/its]
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    22 hours ago

    You literally make me so happy and you being the first person to hit up my post rehab post made me so happy bc I still get to talk to you! I just spent a week living with my abusers. I'm hurt. I want to slam fent. But I want to confirm I'm not the monsters who raised me. I only have cash app and I have no idea how much is left. I'll throw you all I have so dm me yr $app Update: I am somehow negative on cash app lmao. But I can like mail you a vape or some black spirits. No trauma victim should be kept from their nicotine stalin-heart

    • SorosFootSoldier [he/him, they/them]
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      22 hours ago

      I only have cash app and I have no idea how much is left. I'll throw you all I have so dm me yr $app

      Thanks but keep your money you need it besides I can't take donations atm.