Back on my bullshit, quitting, again. This time I called my 1-800 quit line and ordered the patch to help. But it's so ass backwards their shipping is 7-14 days usps. So with that logic by the time I get the patch the cravings will have stopped since they normally subside by day 4 or 5, fucking stupid.

I'm in a bad mood and want a smoke.

*edit: wow I'm really in a bad fucking mood, like I want to fight someone. Being sober fucking sucks.

  • SorosFootSoldier [he/him, they/them]
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    23 hours ago

    Have you ever quit before? My longest stint was for 7 years before relapse

    I did 20 days before, and before that I had a month. So it feels like a month is the best so far.

    • the_post_of_tom_joad [any, any]
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      23 hours ago

      First couple of months are the shittiest. Won't lie, probably 2-3 before i wasnt getting that empty feeling in my throat, that craving for the burn. But if you get past that part it really does get easier i swear. Not easy but i swear not as bad as what you're going thru rn.

      Youve got one down mate, you can do it. Ill cheer for your success