Thankfully, it never fully took. I was a "dirtbag" who tried to keep whatever broken pieces of myself that I could, rather than let Satan mold me into an unthinking killer. There was shit to shuck off and strip away, sure; but I wasn't some dead-eyed, soul-scooped jarhead by the time I made it out.
I have a buddy who went into the military and managed to make no friends and absorb nothing while playing monster hunter the entire time, he has my respect
I hear it. It must be tough to break out of that programming.
Thankfully, it never fully took. I was a "dirtbag" who tried to keep whatever broken pieces of myself that I could, rather than let Satan mold me into an unthinking killer. There was shit to shuck off and strip away, sure; but I wasn't some dead-eyed, soul-scooped jarhead by the time I made it out.
I have a buddy who went into the military and managed to make no friends and absorb nothing while playing monster hunter the entire time, he has my respect
It seems the jarheads get hit with the programming the hardest
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