Anyone have any advice on just kind of hating people in general less? I look at people, I know they’re huge on religious doctrines and societal models I have no place in, and I just can’t see any good in them worth considering. I try to go outside and connect with people, but everyone looks like a 4channer, or someone two slights away from becoming a 4channer. I can’t restrain the fear or loathing. It’s like the past twenty years have reduced my very capacity for compassion and my capacity to respect anyone period to molten slag.
Heteronormative society and all who uphold it fucking blow, but I’m expected to keep it in my pants re: how and when I take it out on them.
Part of me wonders if you're overstimulated. People have different limits and that can really affect how you deal with people. I have built up a tolerance for bullshit over the years working in retail, I'm not sure if that's good or bad.
Yeah, dealing with customers is one thing but eighteen years of internet politics (and their real life counterpart) have just fucking broiled me. Not gonna stop, though, so I need to find some kind of new strength.