This so much. It's almost a year now since I've spoken to some of my fav online groups. I just suddenly stopped coming on for them. I feel especially bad 'cause one of them is really sweet, someone who always made my day, and someone I could've had a life long friendship with. We needed each other and I let her down. It's a habit tbh, I ghost when I need time for myself. She doesn't even know if I'm alive and probably fucking hates me now, but what's new?