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  • kristina [she/her]
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    4 years ago

    i mean its kinda a piss off. i had to eat 5000+ calories a day or id lose weight. my stomach would swell up so bad and id be in great pain. but what was even worse was the feinting, migraines, and muscle weakness. i was so rail thin that i was disgusted with myself. i could see the individual bones in my hands... my metabolism has gotten less insane as ive gotten older but i legit was near 70 pounds at 5'0 at my worst... no bueno

      • kristina [she/her]
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        4 years ago

        i had to take pills for it, it isnt an exaggeration. i was admitted to a hospital early puberty because of it. even had brain and internal organ scans done. luckily as i got older i didnt need the pills as much

        also the trick to keeping up with calorie intake that high is shakes.

        • Willowl [they/them]
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          4 years ago

          Have you been tested for genetic disorders? Specifically, cystic fibrosis?

          • kristina [she/her]
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            4 years ago

            i have some interesting disorders that if i mention them specifically it would basically be doxxing myself lmao

      • kristina [she/her]
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        4 years ago

        also my bf is a bodybuilder and he said he eats 4k calories easily each day, and hes not even a pro or anything

        and its only 10 big macs, though i wouldnt recommend big macs for calories anyways, theres more effective and healthier stuff that take up less room in your belly