No one likes them, part of my reason for making the history posts, for example, was because I thought It would give me a sort of "quirk" like "oh, that's that whacky c/history poster who cares a lot about Armenia in particular, we all know him" but no one comments, no one cares, and now I'm not sure if I even care anymore and if the whole thing was just me trying to have some online persona separate from the "real me" except the "real me" is just even more boring and milquetoast, so I doubt anyone here would want to engage with the "real me".

Even the Armenia series was just some special interest I had about the region but now I have a different special interest in history (Genoa) and now I'm not sure I want to finish it and now I just feel like a guy with no problems in his life who has to make up online problems.

I don't even know what I should do. At any rate, forming separate personas is apparently not healthy, who knew?

Maybe I should log off and not form parasocial relationships with people who don't know me. Or maybe I'm just too fucking self-centered for my own good to handle receiving a normal amount of attention.