Has anyone else eaten a carolina reaper before?

I ate a fresh one from a friend's garden. Well, actually salsa made from it.

It was so hot that my tongue went numb and I started violently hiccuping; my body immediately knew it was in danger and rejected it.

At some point this shit is literal poison lol, it's not just mental fortitude, you are setting off all of your body's alarm bells that have evolved since we were just some primordial soup