By the power of nobody objecting, I am opening this count space
Trying not to game? 
Trying to do some daily exercises? 
Do you feel counting it helps? Feel free to do it here.
If you want to, you can write about your feelings and emotional states as well.
ablelist words, suicide but not like serious,
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i need to stop saying "stupid" and "braindead" and "fucking kill me" and "im gonna kill myself" irl when im upset. its kinda hard. like ill drop something and say "im gonna fucking kill myself" and i call chuds stupid all the time but i should stop.
its hard ive said these things like everyday. its off putting and the last two upset my partner.
Oh yeah, I need to get some of them out of my habits as well.