Source: https://www.smbc-comics.com/comic/meaning-3
smbc is not particularly good, but sometimes hits the spot.
I also found a tumblr blog about all the times JRR Tolkien used queer and gay in the old timey way: https://myqueeresttolkien.tumblr.com/
English being my second language, i learned that meaning first (i had some very old textbooks). Then i realized it was used as a slur, and that it was reclaimed.
Playing catch-up with semantic developments across different languages can get hairy sometimes.