Kids are hardwired to love learning, they will never stop asking questions and exploring the world.
Schools quash that curious spirit. They put kids in a boring, prison-like, highly regimented environment that seeks to teach discipline and obedience to the status quo. Don't think, accept your role in the capitalist machine. If you are bullied, no one will help you, but if you fail to complete work you will be punished. Most of all, get used to not owning most of your time.
Take note of this and try to rekindle your child-like curiousity and love of learning. Ask yourself, do you still have questions about the universe you forgot to ask as a child? Read about the planets, the stars, microbes, machines. But most importantly, do it at your own pace and do it because you still have questions. Not to pass some test, but for you.
Gotcha yeah that checks out. However I do think that revolutions are born hiding within the cracks of a system and schools have a lot more leftists than one would expect (especially with how mask-off the chud teachers are allowed to be). There was that post yesterday by a journalist saying that a lot of leftists work in mainstream publications and just get their more radical bits edited away as well. Our self-visibility as a group isn’t great