A self affirming delusional mind virus. Opium of the masses indeed.
Dealing with shit? ? ? Just off load it and stuff it inside your Jesus hole. Anyone not part of the delisional tribe is hellbound and the enemy! Bad thing you do or done to you - God's Will! Are you poor? God's will! Rich and powerful are there because God's Will!
Growing up gay closeted it almost killed me. The internal guilt of not being able to feel attraction to women, but I was attracted to other guys. Not being able to express or grow socially. Denied knowing even what the hell is going on with me. Being raised Christian Refomed / Calvinist. Part of the Lord's Army. Having to deal with the scammy give me money and god damn you sinners straight to hell weekly rituals. I have grown to despise "Amazing Grace". We are not wretches you fuck wads. But it only takes a fart to get a forrest burning 🔥
Getting awarded for memorizing quotes of the Bible. Seeing the whole hypocracy of it all the non sense. Then the elders wave all that away (you only really need to pay attention to the gospels) the rest is old hat stuff. But being raised in the same shit Erik Prince was raised in is a hell of a trip knowing what is cooking and driving that noggin.
Affirming my gay self was a damn ton of bricks off my shoulder and I didn't need my heart medication for reasons the docs couldn't explain any more. Psychosymptomic of being in the closet. Dealing with the family fallout was brutal. But it didn't screw with my heart.
Praying to God - asking Santa a present same thing. Though I do believe in a universal consciousness and I think we are a reflection of that universe trying to understand itself that's my own thing and no longer part of any organized bruhaha. Been around the world. Seen the ruins. All the same story recycled over and over. Names and places change but it's all pretty similar. And you think we're getting tired of sequels and remakes already.
Religion has some parables and life lessons but its mainly used for control and delusional justifications of lazy thinking.
A self affirming delusional mind virus. Opium of the masses indeed.
Dealing with shit? ? ? Just off load it and stuff it inside your Jesus hole. Anyone not part of the delisional tribe is hellbound and the enemy! Bad thing you do or done to you - God's Will! Are you poor? God's will! Rich and powerful are there because God's Will!
Growing up gay closeted it almost killed me. The internal guilt of not being able to feel attraction to women, but I was attracted to other guys. Not being able to express or grow socially. Denied knowing even what the hell is going on with me. Being raised Christian Refomed / Calvinist. Part of the Lord's Army. Having to deal with the scammy give me money and god damn you sinners straight to hell weekly rituals. I have grown to despise "Amazing Grace". We are not wretches you fuck wads.
But it only takes a fart to get a forrest burning 🔥
Getting awarded for memorizing quotes of the Bible. Seeing the whole hypocracy of it all the non sense. Then the elders wave all that away (you only really need to pay attention to the gospels) the rest is old hat stuff. But being raised in the same shit Erik Prince was raised in is a hell of a trip knowing what is cooking and driving that noggin.
Affirming my gay self was a damn ton of bricks off my shoulder and I didn't need my heart medication for reasons the docs couldn't explain any more. Psychosymptomic of being in the closet. Dealing with the family fallout was brutal. But it didn't screw with my heart.
Praying to God - asking Santa a present same thing. Though I do believe in a universal consciousness and I think we are a reflection of that universe trying to understand itself that's my own thing and no longer part of any organized bruhaha. Been around the world. Seen the ruins. All the same story recycled over and over. Names and places change but it's all pretty similar. And you think we're getting tired of sequels and remakes already.
Religion has some parables and life lessons but its mainly used for control and delusional justifications of lazy thinking.