I have to move soon because my camp got posted (i.e. I’m getting swept; in case you didn’t know, I’m homeless). I’m probably going back to my old nomadic way of life—sleeping in doorways and the like, because living in a tent makes me miserable. I’d like to wash my bedding (which is all moist)/my laundry.

I’m also really fucking sad. The last couple days have been especially fucking hopeless and lonely. Everything has just stalled completely as I try to find a convincing enough lie to tell myself, so that I can just get out of bed in the morning when I wake up. I even thought of an idea for a YouTube channel and got real excited about it and then…meh.

It would legit help improve my mood if I could, like, buy a patch for my jacket on Etsy. Or something. I feel like a fucking loser.

I also have a $15.81 overdraft on CashApp, really not sure why; it’d be super nice if someone could help me with that.

And if you think you're “enabling” me or whatever, don’t worry: I’ve hit rock bottom many times before and not once has it encouraged me to improve my lot in life; I just cry and scream and boost from New Seasons.

So yeah, CashApp and Venmo are both allthetimesivedied. DM me if PayPal is your only option; I have to use a friend’s.

One of these days I’ll return the favor, yo.