I very much don't want to have to kill animals for food but meat is such an unreplaceable source of easily digestible nutrients. I've been looking at communities like /r/exvegans and /r/stopeatingseedoils and... They're pretty convincing...
And I'm hungry all the time and my poops are never solid and I get tired sooner than I think I should... But I also never get sick...
I'm tempted to just listen to the drugs on this one, like I didn't choose to be a carnivorous monkey. Hmmmm. I've been craving a steak so badly. Ugh. Urgh.
A few days ago I took a morning shit, which I usually don't even have, and it was so fucking big it covered the entire bottom of the toilet. Solid too. I wondered if I'd clog the toilet, but it didn't. I still feel blessed. It was scary. It just kept coming.