I don't know if it will help you any or not comrade, but you deserve to enjoy a video game. Nobody has the right to rob you of some relaxing recreation. And you wouldn't be hurting anybody by spending some time with Kim Kitsurage
Feel free to not answer of course, but have you ever looked into whether or not you have ADHD?
I thought I was just afflicted with Protestant work ethic disorder for a long time because of that exact experience, but I did a little more digging and turns out that's just cause my brain's reward centers are fucky so I get stuck scrolling even when I want to do something else. Now I get to make an insurance company buy me amphetamines to take every morning
Hahaha yeah that's pretty much exactly my experience, I've got a great memory which allowed me to compensate grade-wise for never doing homework or studying in grade school, and that procrastination-allnighters-burnout cycle kept me going through college. I finally got diagnosed during the pandemic since the constant WFH was
Totally get the time/funds thing though, that kept me from starting the diagnosis process for quite awhile. If you're ever in a spot where you've got the means and are thinking about getting one but need a hand getting started with, it def feel free to @ me, super happy to share my experiences with it. For me it was a lot easier to jump through all the hoops they put in front of treatment for "can't jump through hoops disorder" once I knew what the process was
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I don't know if it will help you any or not comrade, but you deserve to enjoy a video game. Nobody has the right to rob you of some relaxing recreation. And you wouldn't be hurting anybody by spending some time with Kim Kitsurage
Feel free to not answer of course, but have you ever looked into whether or not you have ADHD?
I thought I was just afflicted with Protestant work ethic disorder for a long time because of that exact experience, but I did a little more digging and turns out that's just cause my brain's reward centers are fucky so I get stuck scrolling even when I want to do something else. Now I get to make an insurance company buy me amphetamines to take every morning
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Hahaha yeah that's pretty much exactly my experience, I've got a great memory which allowed me to compensate grade-wise for never doing homework or studying in grade school, and that procrastination-allnighters-burnout cycle kept me going through college. I finally got diagnosed during the pandemic since the constant WFH was
Totally get the time/funds thing though, that kept me from starting the diagnosis process for quite awhile. If you're ever in a spot where you've got the means and are thinking about getting one but need a hand getting started with, it def feel free to @ me, super happy to share my experiences with it. For me it was a lot easier to jump through all the hoops they put in front of treatment for "can't jump through hoops disorder" once I knew what the process was