I also never seem to be able to avoid messing things up when I'm in public, and I feel like I can't just be normal around people. I'd say that I can't in part because of ASD; but really mainly it's because I want (I believe that I need) people to like me, & to be able to feel that people still value & even love me for who I'm able to be.

I'm no good at anything though, and nothing ever works out, and my body keeps getting fucked up every time I try to reach past my present limitations (currently my kneecap is broke, cause I fell on the stairs at work). So I feel like I got nothing I can do anymore but sit at home & play videogames in the dark.

  • SadStruggle92 [none/use name]
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    2 years ago

    I'm sorry that you & your friend are having trouble. I hope that you two can find a way to work things out.

    • sappho [she/her]
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      2 years ago

      Thank you ❤️ I think we will, we've been friends for a while, but things have just been so rocky lately. It's frustrating because I just never seem to catch what I'm doing or saying wrong until it's too late and she comes to me a week later to talk about it.