When you're an adult, the only things you should be thinking about is everyone in your life who isn't around anymore, and all the relationships you've fucked up, and how no matter what you get you don't really care about it - these are the things adults think about. Hate yourself. Regret every decision you've ever made. Fear death while simultaneously embracing it - that's what adulthood is.

thank you anxiety brain

though i usually just call people up and talk to them about it and laugh it off if they remember and that makes me feel better

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