I've got a job now, it's part-time and I'm assisted pretty well but I don't know how long I'll be able to handle it. It pays okay for how many hours I do (on average on like 12 hours a week) but I feel such pressure to do more, yet I'm also scared of studying again, and so on and so on.
:Care-Comrade: I don't have advice to offer, but I really empathize, as someone who has slowly become less and less able to focus on work over the last year and a half and is quitting my immediate work soon. It's tough out there, capitalism is not made to accommodate us, just to traumatize us.