Things are becoming more depressing every day and I can't afford for professionals and don't want to jump to the last resort or drugs. Is there a medicine that can make me happy if I take it in proper doses and does not require a doctor's prescription?
No, I don't want to get into drugs. I know things are hard for me but it will only make things work. Some comments here told me the same, recommending mushrooms, and other recreational drugs but I know it will only make things worse.
One day other people having the same problems as me will find this thread and I don't want them to take the wrong way.
I will find out what this is. Thanks for your comment.
That's fair, you do you.