Basically I'm just playing the pedals and the boss slicer is the one creating the different patterns I change to. I changed the pattern three times and somehow they all flowed decently because of my reverb freeze tactic.I actually got pretty lucky the result sounded even close to real music considering everything but the visuals was done in a nasty haze. It turns out, blacking yourself out with alcohol is worse than getting no sleep. So obviously I've been in a rut, but I'm two weeks sober from flualprazolam, which is like the bloodborne monster of all benzos. Problem is it's a 48 hour half life so even NOW it's still in my system.
My friend you're two weeks off of it so you're probably not so much in the danger zone but PLEASE do benzo withdrawal safely, taper instead of cold turkey and under the supervision of a medical professional if possible.
Benzos and alcohol are two of the only drugs where withdrawal can literally kill you if you don't go off of it right (seizures)
You might know all this already but posting this just in case there's even a chance you don't