Keep studying theory and pointing out the contradictions to yourself. And I don't mean to be a bummer or anything bit 60k a year isn't nearly going to put you in any sort of safe place as shit hits the fan more and more. You said it yourself, this is new to you, but it's only better relative to where you've been. You still have more in common with us than your boss and that's not gonna change.
deleted by creator
i've seen people in similar positions to you start the slide, they rarely stop sliding
deleted by creator
i wish you luck
Keep studying theory and pointing out the contradictions to yourself. And I don't mean to be a bummer or anything bit 60k a year isn't nearly going to put you in any sort of safe place as shit hits the fan more and more. You said it yourself, this is new to you, but it's only better relative to where you've been. You still have more in common with us than your boss and that's not gonna change.