I've been so busy and tired lately and I've been spending so much time inside, all my work has made me lose my social skills. Especially now that my gf lives far away, I have no roommates, and I live in a new city with no friends I have no network of people to talk to. I finally got myself to go out today after weeks of just staying at home working (unproductively because of my dissatisfaction) and even this one event made me so much happier. I went to a community board game night that I keep meaning to go to/ignoring (first time I went the room smelled like BO and I was put off) but this time was so much better. I missed talking to people and doing things other than chat with my friends through a screen. Shortly after I accepted an invite to another gathering which I'm more nervous about because it's at a bar and I quit drinking a couple months ago for health reasons, but I'm still so excited to meet more people and flex my social muscles. I don't like being in my shitty apartment. Meeting people and being out in the world made me feel so great today.