I hate what this shit has done to me. It hurts to do the simplest fucking thing, like reach for something, or tying my hair. And I look awful, too. My face is all bony. I feel fucking hideous.

The worst part of all though is the brain fog, and the stress from not eating.

I would love to get a small camping stove and a pot so I can make noodles and stuff.

But I’m also starving horribly right now. Friend of mine was supposed to be cooking ribs but that was fucking hours ago.

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