Ok there's this pushback which I am seriously reflecting on, and then theres all this Derrida stuff I've been reading all morning, including a three hour derrida lecture on Heidegger and it is not 1:1 and it's making me go :jesse-wtf: to everything in this thread

Granted I know im not communicating my ideas well, cause this stuff is a chore to read and I want to know what version of derrida you guys are reading cause I'm not finding him