My last actual relationship was ten years ago; my daughter’s mother. She messed with me so much that for several years it soured the taste of being close with another human. Now, ive been alone long enough that i think I’ve forgotten what its like to be in a relationship. Not the feeling of fondness but like how to socialize with someone. How to coexist, or cohabitate with another human that isn’t one of my offspring. Its been long enough now that i have turned down a couple dates because im afraid of being an asshole and not even realizing it. Its probably mostly my own fault at this point. So i do like the average male does, and buries it deep, never talks about it and just grows ever awkward, ever distant from his peers.
My ex made me very skeptical of relationships because I'm an extremely romantic fucker and she hurt me a lot. I still can't believe I cried after her for months on end. Because I did truly love her.
same, dude.
My last actual relationship was ten years ago; my daughter’s mother. She messed with me so much that for several years it soured the taste of being close with another human. Now, ive been alone long enough that i think I’ve forgotten what its like to be in a relationship. Not the feeling of fondness but like how to socialize with someone. How to coexist, or cohabitate with another human that isn’t one of my offspring. Its been long enough now that i have turned down a couple dates because im afraid of being an asshole and not even realizing it. Its probably mostly my own fault at this point. So i do like the average male does, and buries it deep, never talks about it and just grows ever awkward, ever distant from his peers.
Holy shit I almost relate 1:1 to you :kitty-cri:
My ex made me very skeptical of relationships because I'm an extremely romantic fucker and she hurt me a lot. I still can't believe I cried after her for months on end. Because I did truly love her.