Cause I don't think that there is anywhere in the world where I belong, or where anybody would actually like me no matter what I do, or how much I try to do right by other people.
I don't wanna go outside, or do anything anymore.
Cause I don't think that there is anywhere in the world where I belong, or where anybody would actually like me no matter what I do, or how much I try to do right by other people.
I don't wanna go outside, or do anything anymore.
I assume your name is a word play on the 40k character Marneus Calgar. While I dont know you I think thats kind of neat. So I guess its a start ? I suffer from Schizophrenia if you want to talk im open for it.
I have autism, adhd, and a couple other things that idk that I wanna talk about right now.
You are right about the name thing, but it wasn't my initial preference. My original account got banned cause I got snippy with people one too many times, and I deleted my second one cause I didn't like it anymore.
I just feel like I can't ever be happy about anything. Being around other people is incredibly burdensome; not just in terms of trying to "be normal", but in terms of well... "accepting my place", I guess.