Went to a beach with some friends and wasn't able to wash my feet off before getting in the car. The car had rubber mats and I just had to hover my feet above it but even that was miserable. I don't remember being so bothered by textures as a kid, it often feels like that symptom has gotten so much worse. The car ride was only 10 ish minutes but it felt like forever and I had to hold back tears for a good portion of it.

Now I am isolating myself from everyone and my girlfriend is bringing me food from the kitchen. Everyone other than my girlfriend thinks I have a headache. Idk what I'd do without her. The sourdough toast and stardew valley are making me feel better as well.

Idk how to end this I just needed to get it out yk?

  • LordGimp@lemm.ee
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    4 months ago

    What a surprise. A neurodivergent community that assumes you're a prick instead of maybe a little neurodivergent themselves. It's almost funny.

    • ComradeSharkfucker@lemmy.ml
      hexagon
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      4 months ago

      You say that like this is a regular experience for you? If thats the case you may want to look into the common denominator

      • LordGimp@lemm.ee
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        4 months ago

        If it were a regular occurance, why would it be a surprise? Most communities are far less judgemental.