So hi all you cool fediverse thingies,
(Edit: I just realized I posted this on ADHD memes. Can't stop being a clown)
After an odyssey I've been finally diagnosed at 18 of age with "a textbook example of ADHD" (-my psychiatrist) and high QI. Lmao I wish.
They gave me 30gm of lisdexanfetamin (Elvanse) and I just took a pill a few hours ago after getting up.
The thing is that I'm not feeling a single thing different in any way and I don't even what should I be expecting. I might be scared of having expend more money and time because of the dosage not being right…
How were your first moments/days/weeks with medication? (I you don't mind sharing).
I don't want to fail uni. :c
First off: Congratulations on getting diagnosed. It's a huge step and 18 is a really nice timing. Untreated ADHD in adults can be really crippling, because all the supporting structures like school and family break away and suddenly you realize that managing your own time schedule and house hold is really fucking hard. So good job 👍
Second: You took 30 mg of Elvanse/LDX for the first time and you felt nothing? That's... impressive, honestly. Methylphenidate Non Responder are fairly known, but usually that amount of dexamphetamine does something to the human body. From your age I'd guess you are not a regular user of recreational amphetamines and have built a massive tolerance...
I also started with 30 mg Elvanse and was pretty seriously zoned in, deep focus, elevated mood, highly awake, loss of appetite and a very revelatory feeling, that I could finally tackle all the bullshit that I had avoided, delayed, ignored and forgotten. For me, the 30 mg were honestly too much. Over the last year I've built a tolerance and am now taking 40-70mg daily, depending on the challenges of the day.
Still I wouldn't worry. No effect also means no bad side effects. Adjusting the dosage is entirely normal in the beginning and something your psychiatrist should do anyway. The therapeutic dosage goes up to 70 mg and there are edge cases with even higher doses. There is also methylphenidate (Ritalin, MPH, etc) and Atomotexetin. But for now, just stick with what you got.
Dealing with ADHD is a marathon, not a sprint. You've just started, so take the days as they come and trust your feelings above all else. If it works, you'll know. And if not keep at it.
Also check out /c/neurodiverse, there are a lot of good posts and ADHD experiences shared.
Thank you for taking the time to write that response. They are being incredibly helpful, both for the information and empathy.
I almost broke down in tears after hearing my psychiatrist talk. I had already accepted it; I had it myself not long ago but hearing it from her with my mother present felt really validating. My mother, although very supportive, didn't fully understand it, so, at some point, the explanation was targeted at her. (It's somewhat difficult communicating what you considered to be “normal” to a different kind of normal person, xd).
Now I have hope again for things to get better; it's refreshing. :)
I can assure you I don't. xD I don't even like alcohol, which I'm told is a plus in this case, since it might not be compatible with this medication. (I'm pulling this from the dark places of my memory, so don't quote me on that.).
Yes, I guess not having to deal with side effects is good. I'm trying to be as responsible as possible and noting everything down with timestamps, just in case it is useful for my psychiatrist.
Yep, apparently I've been already living with it all my life, so now that I know more, and I have better tools, I should be able to make improvements in the long run!
Just joined, thanks again for the post!