I'm not sure I've ever known and am not certain I will. I can be happy in a moment, but that goes away. Meds help me shrug it off, and I don't tend to dwell on existential shit like this for long, but like...I dunno that I was cut out for this world, yo.

Also this isn't a cry for help and im not particularly sad or upset right now, I was just walking one of the pups and thought to myself "if I can't be happy I'm gonna make sure these fuckers are."

  • peppersky [he/him, any]
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    6 days ago

    I have to disagree with a lot of the posts here: there is true unfiltered pure happiness out there, just not for us at this time, and not for anyone living under capitalism

    • Florist [none/use name]
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      6 days ago

      Not dismissing you here, but how can you assert that pure happiness exists if you've never seen it?