On boxing day we thought it was simple gastroenteritis, but she quickly deteriorated despite veterinary intervention. Scans showed nodules in her liver and a large number of lesions in her bowels, almost certainly cancer, but its effects had left her too weak to deal with the trauma of any operation that could have helped. We chose to put her down rather than make her live her remaining few weeks in pain and misery.
All dogs are the best dog, but she was far and away better than any other dog I've owned, patient, loving, and obedient to a fault. She loved a good life, full of runs, sticks, cuddles, and naps.
You will be sorely missed, Nell.
Sorry for your loss comrade. I know how hard it is having lost my pet partner just last month. Nell seems like a wonderful dog and she looks beautiful.
If you need some guidance or reassurance I found this book helped Coping with Sorrow on the Loss of Your Pet, by Moira, Anderson Allen.
https://archive.org/details/copingwithsorrow0000moir
Likewise - when I saw your post about Mr Softie reminded me that Nell was getting old, and I'd soon be feeling the same way, but this was much more sudden than I expected. They will both be missed by many.
Always tragic when it's a sudden loss but I'm glad she didn't have to suffer and that you did right by her