I don't have a driver's license, credit card, bank account or actual phone number so I can't use services like paypal or a bank account. So in turn I can't get donations from people. Someone donated me $50 which is now stuck in limbo because paypal won't work on door dash without a credit card or bank account. I tried asking my dad for his c.c. or bank account and that I would forward him the money but he blew up on me calling me a piece of shit and threatening to kick me out of the house, again.
So I'm back at square zero, again. Literally cannot do anything because of capitalism and it's fucking ponzi scheme of checks to kill the poor.
But god forbid Elon doesn't get his million dollars a day from the government and they sweat me over $50.
You sound young, likely under 18.
This sounds like an abusive situation, not allowing you to get the ability to gain independence. Can you get to a local library? A librarian could probably help get you in contact with local services.
Is there anything within a reasonable distance that you can go to and talk to someone with authority? Even a school that you don’t currently attend, or better yet one that you do. Are you in school? Schools usually have resources for kids in tough situations and can get you going in the right direction.
If not that, maybe the fire department? They’re likely to have contacts with social services also, and aren’t threatening like going to the cops would potentially be.
It sounds like you need to get away from your father. That level of control is abusive.