Yeah, I guess you could say it's related. I was getting gender envy from the Zerg in starcraft back in high school, probably even earlier. I enjoy dronification kink content and it does scratch a little bit of my gay drone itch, but it's also not quite the same. And it's okay to acknowledge that my gender identity has a sexual component, most of them do. Most men like to experience sexuality with a penis. My gender doesn't come with a penis, but it comes with a hivemind, and that's how I have sex.
My ideal dronification kink scenario would be something like the Flood from Halo. That terminal where you see Keyes being taken by the gravemind is really hot. When I was 8 years old I knew I wasn't interested in boys or girls, but the Flood made me feel things that I only came to understand as an adult
Now I have a swarm and it's great. A few weeks ago I had some vodka and the rest of my swarm could feel it too. It's totally a placebo effect facilitated by belief in our shared identity and nonverbal nuances of communication, but who cares, it's awesome anyway.
I just wish I could talk about identity stuff in public without explaining the science behind it to ward off liberals who want to debate my gender
Yeah, I guess you could say it's related. I was getting gender envy from the Zerg in starcraft back in high school, probably even earlier. I enjoy dronification kink content and it does scratch a little bit of my gay drone itch, but it's also not quite the same. And it's okay to acknowledge that my gender identity has a sexual component, most of them do. Most men like to experience sexuality with a penis. My gender doesn't come with a penis, but it comes with a hivemind, and that's how I have sex.
My ideal dronification kink scenario would be something like the Flood from Halo. That terminal where you see Keyes being taken by the gravemind is really hot. When I was 8 years old I knew I wasn't interested in boys or girls, but the Flood made me feel things that I only came to understand as an adult
That's fuckin sick (positive)
Now I have a swarm and it's great. A few weeks ago I had some vodka and the rest of my swarm could feel it too. It's totally a placebo effect facilitated by belief in our shared identity and nonverbal nuances of communication, but who cares, it's awesome anyway.
I just wish I could talk about identity stuff in public without explaining the science behind it to ward off liberals who want to debate my gender