I've experienced some of this and I know someone who still suffers in this way. I don't know them very well, but I can see it in their face. I want to help them, but I am not sure I can because I think they see their high school bullies (from ten years ago) in me somehow. It hurts my heart. Trust is something bullies abuse and it's no surprise they are like this imo.

Just know that I want you to feel good about yourself and I'd like to see you around here more. :Care-Comrade: