I've been smoking weed half my life, though in the past 5-6 years it definitely increased now that i work at home. I also used to sell it so I would always have a decent amount on me.

It started to feel more like a compulsion instead of just getting high. I would pack the bong and smoke it and be like, "why did i do that". Plus my tolerance is way too high, Ill rip an infused joint and not feel much, making me question myself more.

I don't drink much. Ill get a 6 pack every other month maybe and then when it's gone i don't get more for awhile. So i decided to test myself: I just wasn't going to buy weed when I ran out. I was going to try and treat it like a 6 pack. It's been 5 days no weed which is probably the longest break I've had in a decade.

Anyways if i can do it you can too, and i appreciate your support. Love you Hexes.

  • Cummunism [they/them, he/him]
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    1 year ago

    I'd quit smoking so I could pass a drug test

    shit i didnt even do that, id buy that fake urine and heat it up in a microwave for a few seconds and strap it to the inside of my leg. now im like oh fuck, that's addict behavior isnt it haha.\

    im lucky to have a job that doesnt test at all, even when getting hired. Crazy how all my shit jobs tested, and then i get an actual career and they don't.

    I did drink the first couple nights i didn't smoke, then i ran out of beer and now i havent had either and don't really feel a strong urge to.

    • Fibby@lemm.ee
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      1 year ago

      Last bit of irony for me - I switched jobs maybe 6 months ago and the last week at my old job they announced "employees will no longer be tested for marijuana". I'm kinda pissed about that. New job is a government job so...

      But I'm not of the opinion that all vices are bad. You should be able to enjoy yourself, you just have to be in control. Little proofs to yourself like this are perfect to show you are in control or need a longer break.

      • Cummunism [they/them, he/him]
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        1 year ago

        i agree, it's all about moderation. It should be something you do to have fun, which is why most alcohol i've had was probably at a concert or some other outing. I've done many drugs but they were usually at parties or festivals, not just sitting at home alone. Once the habit just makes you feel like youre going through the motions it's time to evaluate.