I've been smoking weed half my life, though in the past 5-6 years it definitely increased now that i work at home. I also used to sell it so I would always have a decent amount on me.
It started to feel more like a compulsion instead of just getting high. I would pack the bong and smoke it and be like, "why did i do that". Plus my tolerance is way too high, Ill rip an infused joint and not feel much, making me question myself more.
I don't drink much. Ill get a 6 pack every other month maybe and then when it's gone i don't get more for awhile. So i decided to test myself: I just wasn't going to buy weed when I ran out. I was going to try and treat it like a 6 pack. It's been 5 days no weed which is probably the longest break I've had in a decade.
Anyways if i can do it you can too, and i appreciate your support. Love you Hexes.
Similar experience with the vaping weed. It was too convenient, I could get high basically whenever I wasn't at work. Ended up wasting way too much time on it. Now I keep some bud in my closet but I only smoke it maybe once a weekend, but usually only once or twice a month with other people. It's not addictive the same way alcohol or harder drugs are, but it's certainly habit forming.
yea im super thankful i picked a drug with few withdrawal effects. it was all psychological.