I've been smoking weed half my life, though in the past 5-6 years it definitely increased now that i work at home. I also used to sell it so I would always have a decent amount on me.
It started to feel more like a compulsion instead of just getting high. I would pack the bong and smoke it and be like, "why did i do that". Plus my tolerance is way too high, Ill rip an infused joint and not feel much, making me question myself more.
I don't drink much. Ill get a 6 pack every other month maybe and then when it's gone i don't get more for awhile. So i decided to test myself: I just wasn't going to buy weed when I ran out. I was going to try and treat it like a 6 pack. It's been 5 days no weed which is probably the longest break I've had in a decade.
Anyways if i can do it you can too, and i appreciate your support. Love you Hexes.
Are you getting the crazy dreams? Every time I take a break from weed I get intense dreams. It doesn't seem to affect the quality of my sleep, but my partner gets sick of me trying to explain my detailed dreams within dreams.
Edit: oops, you already answered this
i do think that has happened in the past, but i think stress and anxiety causes dreams more than weed or the lack of weed so maybe it was just a coincidence. Anytime i stopped smoking in the past was probably for a day or two at most. Or Maybe a family vacation if we went to a non-legal state.