It's good you found something that works for you but don't conflate stigmatizing needing medication with what you are far more likely to see online, which is people who have experience with SSRIs rightly pointing out that they are bad medicine (for them). Their benefits have been vastly overstated and their drawbacks largely ignored for as long as I've been alive and they are consequently often forced on neurodivergent children, as they were for close family of mine. Anger at that, and mistrust of medicine that has made you ill, is natural and should be allowed to be expressed