Boyfriend of 2 years (best friend of 6) just told me he’s started seeing someone else. No discussion. Just ghosted me for a week and hit me with this news. Thought he was my soulmate, lmao. I feel like someone just ripped out my insides. Just turned 31 this year, this shit is not any easier than when I was a teenager.
How did you make it through that first night? The second? The third? Is it really just time? I feel like my body is too old to survive another heartbreak.
AT first: A lot of weed, music over headphones, difficult and fast video games that require all of your focus
After getting over the initial shock: Starting to puzzle my own life back together and finding myself again. Reading, cooking and eating healthy food, therapy, reconnecting with my true friends who I neglected during the relationship, going outside.