I'm not so sure that this post belongs here, and I want to clarify: I'm not asking for psychological help of any kind, just sharing my point of view and that's it.
Well, the title says it all, at my 20's I'm pretty exhausted of feeling that my life is going in circles and I'm not really sure where I'm going, I've read that many people of this age suffer from the same thing but really?
I mean, I'm really tired that humanity is so stupid and will never change and is constantly creating obstacles to make other people's lives miserable, and I'm sure that will go on until the end of time.
To be precise I do have goals in my life but really the bad things that constantly happen to me and that are unpredictable only take away more and more the desire to achieve those goals, and in the end I really don't even know why to achieve them and I end up really losing the motivation to achieve those goals.
Thanks for reading.
datum: it's been normal for me. but idk if you end up on a site like this if you're feeling good about everything.
I should mention that I used to feel a lot worse, a lot more isolated, and a lot more powerless. I no longer experience regular suicidal ideation. that might be because my problems weren't as deeply neurologically rooted as others', or it might be because i now have friends, relationships, and life experiences that orient me a little better in this world. If it helps, the thing that did it for me was moving to a different city.
That is consistently the only thing I can think of that could possibly help me, besides magically becoming not poor