I'm not so sure that this post belongs here, and I want to clarify: I'm not asking for psychological help of any kind, just sharing my point of view and that's it.

Well, the title says it all, at my 20's I'm pretty exhausted of feeling that my life is going in circles and I'm not really sure where I'm going, I've read that many people of this age suffer from the same thing but really?

I mean, I'm really tired that humanity is so stupid and will never change and is constantly creating obstacles to make other people's lives miserable, and I'm sure that will go on until the end of time.

To be precise I do have goals in my life but really the bad things that constantly happen to me and that are unpredictable only take away more and more the desire to achieve those goals, and in the end I really don't even know why to achieve them and I end up really losing the motivation to achieve those goals.

Thanks for reading.

    • Othello [comrade/them, love/loves]
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      11 months ago

      yes most definitely the main factor, and having it drilled into you since childhood that the world is unfair and stacked against you. theres no fantasy to shatter in your 20s.

    • GarfieldYaoi [he/him]
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      11 months ago

      Bingo. It's the number one reason I want to GTFO the boonies, even though when I discuss this with family members they look at me like I have two heads. At the end of the day, hellworld would be a shit-ton more bearable if I had actual friends and neighbors and enough time to develop creative hobbies.

      It was something mentioned in the chapo podcast: suburbia is rife with not producing much and consuming garbage. This isn't me being a snob, but quite the opposite, suburban WASP snobbery is them doing a disservice to themselves.