I love this website, I love the users, i love the vibe here, I love to shitpost here, but getting banned over bullshit and having to have a new account subject to the "new account :farquaad-point: wrecker!!" mentality is really grating. Like how long until I get banned for some other bullshit? And there just being this tacit agreement of "if we can't tell you're banned it's okay," I post real shit all the time, I don't want to have to worry "oh if I recommend CBD for covid they'll know it's me!" and shit like that. If I felt like I deserved this ban I wouldn't be malding so, but it's like, where was my warning? Why am I accused of "disinformation" for linking the god damn mod log? It's really aggravating.
You're probably right, it's just hard for me to not obsess over things in general, and especially so when I feel like I have been treated wrongly