LocalOaf [they/them, ze/hir]

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Joined 5 months ago
Cake day: July 8th, 2024
  • LocalOaf [they/them, ze/hir]totraaaaaaannnnnnnnnns•Trans Megathread for the Week of November 18th, 2024 to November 24th, 2024
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    14 hours ago
    Blogpost, gymrat shit, sobriety mention

    Met a v sweet gay bear at the gym hexbear-gay-pride

    I don't think there's anything there but he's handsome and kind and we had a nice little friendly introduction and I think he might've clocked me but in a supportive way? Idk but it seemed cool to me

    Also made friends with a (REALLY) handsome straight(seeming?) guy

    Shit's looking up on that front overall, it's nuts how I was like a hermit a month ago

    Replacing booze with workout endorphins is probably the best decision I've made in ages nyet

    lady-doge 🏋️‍♀️

  • LocalOaf [they/them, ze/hir]totraaaaaaannnnnnnnnns•Trans Megathread for the Week of November 18th, 2024 to November 24th, 2024
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    14 hours ago
    shrooms/HRT

    did shrooms for the first time a couple days ago (small edible) and yeah, it kinda made me feel fuzzy in a similar way meow-melt

    kinda makes sense, if you're transing your dang gender endocrinologically, your shit's gettin' refuckulated hormonally and that would include your neural connections

    (I tripped a lil' bit under a full moon at night watching the clouds and moon drift across the sky and listened to Vildhjarta's Thousands of Evils EP and it was kinda magical) shroomjak

  • LocalOaf [they/them, ze/hir]toSelf Improvement•Weekly Improvement Thread - Nov 17th
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    2 days ago

    leg wrists

    Not trying to sound like a jerk in case you're doing a lil' goof but if you're ESL and were unsure of the English word for that body part, it's "ankle"

    (leg wrist sounds more fun tbh though)

    Congrats on the music stuff! I need to practice my instruments more and finding the time for it has been rough lately

  • LocalOaf [they/them, ze/hir]toSelf Improvement•Weekly Improvement Thread - Nov 17th
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    2 days ago
    stress, mental health improvement, near meltdown, sobriety

    Had the kind of day yesterday where every inanimate object and technological gizmo were conspiring against me personally

    Anything on a shelf fell off, anything I looked at wrong fell over, every app crashed or froze, Bluetooth wouldn't pair, a broom broke off in the bristle head thing so I couldn't even just replace the stick part without chiseling out the end of the old broken stick, etc

    Just exhausting tedious stressful bullshit non stop

    Still managed to make myself go to the gym and had a relatively good leg day

    Absolutely gassed, walking funny, finally get to the shower

    The shower curtain bar fucking falls off and on my head, don't have my glasses on, can't see shit to fix it, water still running and getting on the floor, just a shit show

    ALMOST lose my fucking shit and start throwing everything and breaking shit (more)

    Manage to do DBT self dialogue shit after I loudly curse a couple times and Velma without her glasses/McGyver my way out of that bullshit

    Almost road rage at a dumbass not using their blinker on the way home and get pissed at my shitmobile's screechy fan belt for the heater/AC trying to defog the windows and punch the horn a couple times

    Didn't lose control

    Old me definitely would have and this would've made me go on an 80 proof 1.75L nosedive for a couple days, stayed dry this time

    One day at a time nyet

    The fuckin' way she goes bud aubrey-pain