contrarian-coded comment ngl

hour later and my feetsies are still cold I take it back building .01% of communism fuckin SUX

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if only id thought of the riiiiiiiight words. i couldve held onto your heart....

im losing my mind more and more under these times n conditions so its harder to keep trakc of but i definitely was a bushwick bisexual at one ppoi9nt. that part i know. (bushwick is in brooklyn)

and by that i mean it's a large city in the midwest (CHicago) oh but also it's the east coast it's queens NY, no wait it's brooklyn NY or at leats it was brrooklyn until i got priced out of BK into chicago

a third crush has reentered the picture who i cannot possibly justify morally (married). but jesus does our chemistry sizzle. what am i to do in mhy midsized midwestern city working at the social security administration, dealing w/ all these work crushes??????

On my bucket list to karaoke this, complete with the screech at the end of the refrain

I did! It’s all black so idt anyone noticed

aw TY!! i already ate some dumplings but i am now soul-nourished imagining a meetup with some chapochat pals where we have some soup together

also i feel like being present with yourself in idle periods gives your subconscious breathing room to find the next Substantive Activity it actually wants to do, whereas the endless distraction pit of the internet gives you a proxy of Doing Something that's kinda just empty

libs are one major facet of life fhat make me both sick and insane so is also true

winning

life makes me SICK and INSANE

liberals: if you don't do a lesser evilism domestically you're a bad person, vote blu or you personally got rid of abortion rights motherfucker

liberals: if you do a lesser evilism geopolitically you're a bad person, you fucking genocide denier, slava ukraini!!

going to make an effort to set aside time in the day where if i cant find a concrete activity to do and i would normally be internet drifting im just going to sit and try to be present in the space i currently occupy and sit with my boredom. reach goal would be that doom/aimlessness scrolling on the internet will eventually no longer be my default when im not Doing Something Else and instead just sitting with Baseline Consciousness and Spending Time With My Thoughts would replace it. sort of like meditation but minus the turning off my conscious thoughts part i guess?

not right now im at the pencil pusher factory so that would be insane. but u know, in my free time.

guys remember ? so sad that the dysentery got him, rest in power to a martyr for the doodooass afflicted everywhere

took small-but-actionable steps to get to know the two attractive and interesting people i would like to get to know better and who i would totally vibe with sinply being friends with if thats what the situation is this week and it's chill but also a little anxiety inducing

i just to love to social anxiety social anxiety is my favorite

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everything feels bad but it feels 15 - 25% better trying to do my part to build .01% of communism

aw yeah im a FUcKin communist bayBEEE!!!!!