Woah that's a roller coaster. Your post started off happy 'Ohhh goodie. Finally the meaning of the shark!' Rolling into 'Oo i like cuddles but yes there is no one here to cuddle. I should get a shark'. Ending on 'Oh ohhhh' then i look down at my beer. :/
No worries, it was just kinda like 'oo this post relates all too well' sort of thing. It's been a rough year with a few rocky points but the drinking and smoking are much lesser and manageable now.
Glad to hear you got through it too :)